Summary/Basic Info

In case you’re just slightly curious about us and don’t want 1000 pages of explanation and elaboration, here’s a quick rundown of us so that you can get a better idea of what we’re like! My yume ship is me and the character, not an OC, though I might refer to myself in the third person if it’s easier or just feels right (such as when describing myself, like I am right now), either using N or just my name, Nayeli. The only thing is that I’m not actually a composer irl, just in the yumeverse, since it makes sense (though tbh I really really really wanna learn how to compose so :’))

Full Background Story/History

Irl: For context, I found Utapri around late February of 2020 from a friend but didn’t get into it until about March. I didn’t fall in love with Otoya (or at least realize that I loved him) until the 7/8th. I was 15 at the time, and (looking at his age in the anime on the wiki) thought it was cool that he was the same age as me (in the first season of the anime). Because I’d feel kinda weird “dating” him at his “real” age (about 25~), I kind of age him down so that he’s my age. Not only that, but it wouldn’t make sense for our meeting either if he was that age and I don’t really feel like aging myself up- I mean I guess could just make an OC but it’s me so I wanna make it as close to myself as possible 😭😭😭💔💔 like I’d feel weird saying I’m 25 or 26 in “canon” when I’m really only 18 y’know 💔
ANYWAY WITH THAT ASIDE…Yumeverse: As I have it planned in my head right now, I’d like to think that we’d meet while we were in high school. I’m still not sure about all the details yet, but I think it would probably be the generic “group project” thing. Either that or he just straight up comes up to me to hang out randomly, which honestly he might do- REGARDLESS… He notices that I spend most of my time alone, usually studying/doing homework. Again, the beginning is a little vague since I only recently started thinking about writing a huge fic but basically he wants to know more about me because I don’t ever talk. He’s a kind and warm person and often talks to people and I guess I caught his attention, since I NEVER talked 💀 I guess it was that sort of mysterious part of me that he was interested in. He talks to me and slowly wears me down and gets me to talk with him and overtime, we become friends.We talk about the future at one point and he discovers my secret passion for music. However, I tell him that I had no formal experience with music and that I know it's a hard industry to get into, and so I gave up on my dream to work in music. He, regardless, sparks my interest in it and revives it once again, as he is very interested in music as well and encourages me to follow my heart. Eventually, he convinces me to go with him to Saotome Academy (for non-Utapri followers, that’s the music academy they attend) to follow my dream of creating music. We go and spend more time together, working together and creating music and eventually, we get even closer. So close that we both start to question how we feel for the other. Otoya realizes that it's love and accepts it more quickly than I do. When I would think about him, I would deny the fact that I feel something akin to romantic love. I refused it, even though I couldn't deny my feelings. The way I felt about music started to be the way I felt about him; an unexplainable connection/attachment. No matter how hard I tried to deny it, the beating of my heart could not be stopped. Eventually, when our time at Saotome Academy started to come to an end, I started to realize that I may never get to see him again, since (I assumed) we'd have to go our own ways. Eventually, we talk about this, not wanting to lose touch with one another and he confesses his love then and there. I finally accept and return his feelings, though a part of me is still hesitant to devote myself completely to him. We have not-so-similar but somewhat similar trauma (well idk what else to call it 💀), as we both have lost people we were once close to and fear about losing the other. That is something that stays pretty consistent for a long time; always afraid something will happen and it'll end someday, but that only makes our connection and bond stronger, especially after we open up to one another about it.ANYWAY ALL THAT MUSHY STUFF ASIDE... I know there's a "No Love" policy for idols but I haven't thought about that yet and so for now, I will pretend it doesn't exist 🙏 BUT I DO PLAN ON WORKING WITH THAT... interesting plot point y'know- Also I don't know if I'd say were at the confession stage of our relationship in the yumeverse yet, since I'm still in school and all that so idk 😭😭😭 it's a little confusing I know but bear with me- I'm still figuring things out so hopefully it'll become less confusing as time goes on and I develop our story more 💔 but this is the basic idea.

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On the subject of sharing, I’m fairly ok with sharing, though selective. Idk why I can be a bit weird about it with some people but with others I’m completely fine with it so- if you follow me, I may or may not follow back, depending on if I feel ok with sharing (which may take some time). That being said, I’m not one of those self-shippers who believe they’re the only one who can be with a character. I feel that the reason I can be a bit iffy about sharing is actually kind of the opposite?? As in I feel kind of insecure about it or feel like that relationship is better than mine/he would love them more than me kind of in a sense if that makes sense- I’m already really insecure in relationships, thinking that there’s always a better option than me, so I guess that sort of anxiety carries over to yume relationships too, in a more diluted way though of course. Like I’m not gonna have a breakdown because of it SMH 😭😭😭 if anything, I might just feel a little bad but that’s it 💔💔 IT’S NOT THAT EXTREME…
Overall, here's a thread that kinda summarizes my thoughts in case y'all want to see how I feel about sharing and not sharing 💔💔
Also besides Otoya and a few others (Zamasu), I'm 100% ok with sharing any other characters I yume with, such as Lucifer :) Otoya is the only one I'm a little weird about idk he's a strange little creature-
ALSO ALSO… I’m definitely ok with shipping him with other characters like 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️ I LOVE IT- Personally I really like Tokiya and Otoya and Masato and Otoya but I also like Syo and Ren with him too so 💀💀💀 I MEAN HE FITS WELL WITH THEM SO Y’KNOW… don’t worry about that I’m ALL FOR IT 🙌🙌 I know some yumes don’t like seeing their f/o with ANYONE but I really do like seeing him with other characters so 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔

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Fics

Here is where I will put any fics I write! At the moment, all of them are wips so 😭😭😭💔 there’s nothing here. BUT, as soon as I finish one, I'll update this and include the link :)

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AUs

Just a warning most of the summary descriptions will be kinda memed, especially if I don’t have a clear plan because 💀💀💀 I have not yet killed the part of me that cringes at myself 😭😭😭💔 I'll also put (WIP) if I'm still developing the details and stuff- I mean all of them are WIPs but some have a more clear direction than others so- There will also be a star rating next to them on a scale of 1 to 3, with 1 being the least detailed and 3 being the most detailed. The ones with the most detail will most likely have a fic to go along with them while the ones with the least will most likely only have art. (also sorry for the weird formatting, I'm planning on fixing it later so please bear with me, I have limited elements to work with 😭😭😭🙏💔)

Garder x prince/royalty AU ⭐️⭐️⭐️-
N - Castle gardener. Quiet, hardworking, spends most of her time alone, working. Secretly plays music in the garden at night (might be changed)
O - Prince, energetic and bright. King (NOT SURE IF IT'LL BE SAOTOME ACTUALLY I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THAT 😭😭😭💔) wants him to be a serious and strict ruler, but he doesn’t care for it. He wants to be a kind leader that helps everyone.
Summary - N is a castle gardener who catches the prince’s eye for being so quiet. She never talks to anyone, always focused on her work and seeming to avoid conversations and interactions with others. He talks to her overtime and learns more about her and falls in love, wanting to marry her instead of going with his arranged marriage. I could also be promoted to a knight in this AU, but I'm not sure yet-
Inspired by this: linkBirth of the frontier ⭐️⭐️⭐️ -
N - An automaton obsessed with plant life and nature.
O - Elf obviously 😭😭
Summary - Automaton who experiences emotions and love because of one special elf. Living in a place made up of inorganic material, nothing grows there, so she’d never get to see plants in person. Yet she’s completely obsessed with them. Of course, she could venture out and explore different areas, but she’s too cowardly for that and sees no real reason to go beyond the barrier. That is, until she meets one brave, adventurous, kind elf who encourages her to go with him.
They meet when he gets lost while hunting in the woods with friends (could be changed in the future) and they talk and after a while, she gets to see his world and falls in love, both with the scenery and with him.Fire and Ice ⭐️⭐️⭐️ (WIP) -
N - Cold hearted ice queen.
O - A fiery yet kind knight.
Summary - A n g s t y. This one is more random sorta but definitely gonna have an angsty ending. As I have it, we met when we were kids but I was shunned and called a monster for ice powers (frozen much) and ran away. Years later, he comes back to the town and I'm like “you here to kill me too?” and he says no. Then he stays but eventually the townspeople come to “save” him and blah blah blah they talk and fight and one of them tries to kill me then he 😵 and I lash out and become even more closed off than I was before 🥰 the end! But yeah the theme song for that one is this song 😭😭😭💔 https://youtu.be/KQZ0qbkKbZ4
This one is sorta interesting because when I write this, I want it to be like a story that exists in the universe and something that I just sorta put ourselves into if that makes sense- Like this would be more like a fairlytale that exists in the yumeverse if that makes sense...Chords of Mystery/Illusions (? WIP) ⭐️⭐️ -
N - Sadistic demon
O - Sadistic angel
Summary - Honestly I kinda had a different plan for the angel and demon AU, one that was kinda more pure than this one where he meets me, a skeptical, pessimistic demon and convinces me that there are good things in the world and blah blah blah all that stuff BUT WITH CHORDS OF CURIOSITY… I mean I guess that could be a separate AU but definitely 😭😭😭 wanna do it- I GUESS I’LL MAKE A SUBSECTION…
Chords of (whatever I decide to name it) event summary - Coda hears news of a demon that’s notoriously hard to find, due to her deceptive powers. (or something, this is still a WIP 😭😭💔) Turns out she can shapeshift, which is what makes her so hard to find. Only an angel could tell she was a demon. Deceptive and sly, she lures her victims by feigning innocence, luring those who prey on the weak. She then tortures her victims mercilessly (a trait she and Coda share bc they're both sadists <3). We kind of have a more "You're the absolute worst" smooches loudly sorta dynamic here-Demon/Angel AU ⭐️⭐️ (WIP)-
N - A demon who sees all the evil in the world
O - An angel who sees all the good in the world
Summary - As I said above... 💔 I JUST LIKED THE IDEA TOO MUCH TO NOT INCLUDE IT 😭😭😭💔
He meets me, a skeptical, pessimistic demon and convinces me that there are good things in the world and all that good stuff :(Werewolf/witch ?!? ⭐️⭐️⭐️ -
N - A witch who lives in the woods
O - A werewolf who is actually very kind
While still a WIP, I'd imagine I'm out collecting plants for my potions when I see a man running from someone. I hear they have guns and are trying to hunt him down and, although hesitant, I let him in, helping his wounds. I eventually find out later that he's a werewolf, but that he really doesn't mean to harm anyone, and he really tries his best not to. He constantly has to shift from town to town because once they find out he's a werewolf, they won't stop hunting him. We connect through this way, as witchcraft was seen as evil and I would also be chased out of towns, hence the living in the woods.** Shining Detective Agency AU ⭐️⭐️⭐️** -
N - Detective, part of the "middle" group.
O - Detective, part of the "youth" group
Summary - Although from different groups, they have to work together on a large case. Lots of shenanigans, think Amy and Jake from Brooklyn 99.**Queen/Knight AU ⭐️⭐️ (WIP) -
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Summary -Prince/Knight AU (WIP) ⭐️⭐️ -
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Summary -Swap AU (WIP) ⭐️⭐️ -
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Summary -Parenting AU ⭐️⭐️ -
Ok I know this one might seem kinda strange but this one is an AU, since I don’t want us to have kids in our normal timeline (due to personal reasons which will be explain in a comic I’m still drafting 💔)
We are still ourselves, the only difference is that we decide to have children.
I’m not sure if we’ll have the same jobs since idols aren’t even supposed to be in love with someone so 😭😭😭💔 but I’ll figure out the details later 💀 either we’ll have different jobs or just pretend the rule doesn’t exist ✨✨ (sort of like I do in the yumeverse-)
3 (maybe 4? Haven’t decided yet) kids
1st: Baby 1 is more like me, kinda quiet and serious, definitely more mature than the rest 😭😭 he also has a hard time expressing his feelings (sorry little guy 💔💔💔) but he really is secretly the sweetest little man I love him already ☹️☹️☹️🥺❤️
2nd: Baby 2 is more like him 😭😭😭❤️❤️ Definitely super energetic and hyper and a little mischievous- he’s just a little guy who runs all over the place y’know, super just 😁😁😁🤩🤩 definitely athletic like his father too but he kinda got no brains 💀💀 he always gets caught 💔💔💔
3rd: For baby 3, I was thinking charismatic little guy who’s also very mischievous and spends a lot of time with #2- he has Otoya’s outgoing personality, but he’s a little more laid back than #2 He’s pretty smart and often finds his way out of things (or tries to 💀) Baby 3 is honestly kinda like 707 now that I think about it- 🕴🕴🕴
4th (possible): Baby 4 is just a laid back little dude like look at him 😭😭🥺☹️ He’s more toned down compared to his other two brothers and he’s a very sweet boy. He’s fairly clingy, always sticking by one of us ☹️☹️ He’s very sweet and kind like his father but calm and gentle like his mother- He’ll do sweet things and not even realize just how sweet they are like 💀💀💀 HE’S JUST A LITTLE GUY ☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭😭😭Great, now I’m thinking maybe we should have a forth baby 🧍🧍🧑🦯Hogwarts AU ⭐️⭐️ -
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(JUST NOTE I DO NOT SUPPORT JK ROWLING AT ALL. I rarely consume content, IF at all, and only like it purely for the houses and magic ofc. That is all.) He’s a Gyffindor and I’m a Ravenclaw
We met when I was studying outside and he was playing quidditch. The quaffle goes astray and almost hits me, but I stop it and he apologizes and that's how we meet 💔
Inspired by the wonderful Pyang 😭😭🙏💕Werewolf/vampire AU ⭐️ -
N - Vampire
O - Werewolf
I only like the concept of this one, but I'm not sure how to make the story. It'd be less sweet and romantic than the werewolf/witch one, with me probably keeping him locked up like an animal at first 💀 idk feels not right but also... vampires and werewolves...God/goddess AU ⭐️ -
N - goddess of the sky
O - god of the sun
Summary -
He is the god of the sun, I am the goddess of the sky, simple as that :)) I feel like I can make it more complex but at the moment, there isn’t much development relationship-wise 💔 I just think the idea is cool 😳😳 Inspired by my wonderful friend 😭🙏

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Q&A

Here is where I will leave some basic Q&A questions I've covered!
Q: Ship name?
A: Natoya! I guess it could also be Otoeli or Oteli or something so that it won’t be confused for Natsuki and Otoya but 💀💀 Natoya’s the one my friend came up with so I wanna keep it 😭😭😭Q: Ship dynamic?
A: Same as I mentioned in my summary! Quiet x loud, mature x childish, introvert x extrovert, friends to lovers, slow burn, classmates, cold x hot, overthinker x stress reliever, calm x energetic, small smile x big smile, opposites attract, black cat x golden retriever (is that a dynamic? This basically 💀), not used to affection x affectionate.Q: Ship colors?
A: I say we have two color pallets sorta… Red and pink and yellow and blue-
Red and pink because they’re like our signature colors and yellow and light blue because sun and sky 🙏🙏Q: What are two emojis that represent your ship?
A: I’m not sure yet, but I use ❤️💕 a lot without realizing and so I think I’m gonna make that our ship emoji 😭😭😭😭💔💔 another could be ☀️☁️ Or 🌤 once again for the sun and the sky 🥺Q: Favorite date spot?
A: Our go to is a picnic in the park! We both love the outdoors and so eating in a fairly secluded area outdoors is the best 🥺🥺💕Q: Love languages?
A: For both of us it’s quality time I’d say 🙈🙈 besides that, I’d say maybe acts of service for me and physical touch for him 🥺💕 the main big one though is definitely quality time 😅Q: Who developed feelings first? Did they also confess first?
A: He did and yes!Q: How did you two meet? (Short version)
A: We met at school! We had gone to the same school before going to the academy and he convinced me to go with him.Q: Theme song?
A: Be My Forever by Christina Perri! I actually have an entire playlist of Natoya songs (which I’ll link in the extras/end section) but I’d say this is our song.Q: Children?
A: No. He kinda wants them but I don’t (for reasons that’ll be revealed in a future comic 🙏🙏 but basically 👎👎👎 to children and parenthood) but we go to the orphanage fairly often to visit and take care of the kids there so they’re kinda like our children 🥺🥺Q: What are they like as parents/in a parental role?
A: He’s the fun parent while I’m the party pooper strict parent 👎 The kids ask to stay up for a little longer and I say no but then they go “pleaseee 🥺🥺” and then he joins them and I have to say yes, but only for 30 more minutes 💔💔
I also like to think that babies smile and laugh a lot when Otoya holds them but when I hold them, they just relax and calm down, usually falling asleep since I’ve been told I have a calming presence 😭😭 they just feel at ease with me, even if I feel a little uneasy or nervous around them 😭😭😭💔Q: Who’s the most affectionate?
A: Him of course 😭😭😭💔 BUT I CAN BE AFFECTIONATE AT TIMES TOO… it really just depends on my mood and how I feel overall 💔 I’d be a bit shy about it in public, but he probably wouldn’t be that afraid to show it, maybe just a bit awkward about if that makes sense- 🧎🧎Q: Big spoon/Little spoon?
A: HHHHHHHHHHH we’d probably switch every now and then but he’d probably be the big spoon most of the time 🤧🤧🤧Q: Who initiates kisses?
A: Him once again of course 😭😭😭😭💔💔 but it’s cute when I do it because he gets so flustered and wants more 💔Q: Who reaches for the other’s hand first?
A: Him usually but sometimes I will because 🥺👉👈 I like to think he would hold my hands in his and warm them up because my hands are always cold :’)

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